Monday, August 31, 2015

Leaving

Loving someone doesn't mean that the person will have to be always with you and stay by your side. Loving that person is to allow he/she to be always happy and lead a life filled with happiness.

When you realised that you won't be able to give that special one happiness, sometimes taking a leave is much better than any other options out there.

Leaving and letting go of the person you love, it means that you are giving he/she a chance to pursue the happiness that they belong to. Always hoping that they will find their true happiness, that's what Love should be.

Love is not bout holding on to what you love, but bout know when is the time that you should let go of them and let them fly freely, to where they truly belong.

I'm letting go of the person I like, I love, because I know, that's the best choice for the both of us.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Falling In Love

I want to be the first person you think of everyday, the last person you ever want to say goodbye or goodnight to.

It's just something simple, not asking for more. I just want a hug from you. That's all.

Keeping my love for you, till the day I have the courage to confess and make you mine.

Saturday, August 22, 2015

TGIF?

What kind of TGIF I have? Like Seriously.

woke up at 0630 for school till 1630. Mind drifted off halfway through. The only thing that made me happy today is my short 2 hours HTHT session with Vincent this morning at his hostel.

We chatted alot of things and he keeps teasing me using someone T.T and I gave him a massage at his lower back. hahah and he his a nice butt oops.

Somehow, probably because of classes, worrying for my Di and some other stuffs that affected my mood today. I was feeling rather lonely today. I dont know why but it just happened to be.

Thats about it. I need a drink, seriously.

Friday, August 21, 2015

For the First Time

Setting up the group for approx 3+ weeks, this is our first meet up, less Aaron, Preston and Amsyar. 
(Apart from that I had been meeting up with An Zhi over this period oops)
Aaron had some argument with his partner, Preston and Amsyar couldnt join due to NS. (Stupid NS)

We supposed to meet at 7pm, ended up all of us were late anyway. 
I went to meet An Zhi at his hostel and he told me the wrong bus stop!!!! #foreverlikethis
Initially wanted to jio Vincent together since we all in NTU, but that burden Chris wants someone to wait for him. An Zhi left at City Hall to collect his free movie tickets while i waited for him at Somerset. Ended up the 2 of us were the last ones. Hahah oops.

We had dinner at Aston and throughout the whole dinner there were alot of fun and laughter! Everything turns out pretty well, which wasnt as awkward as I expected it would be,


From left: Chris, Vincent, James, Me (Marcus), An Zhi, Sean.


May our newly formed friendships can last. (:

Dancing Crab

Had a mid-week meet up with le BFFs! The best times are usually spent with them. So today we decided to visit the place we wanted for so long, The Dancing Crab! Located at Orchard Central Lv 7. Its a place where you eat seafood with napkins and table covers and dont need to be scared of being unglam, cos everyone's the same. 

So the 3 of us ordered the followings:

1 x Seafood Combo Pack with Signature Sauce.
1 x Spicy Cajun Fries
1 x Cheese Calamari
1 x Garlic Noodles (omg this is damn good!)
1 x Lavender Lemonade
1 x Key Pie Mint Lemonade
1 x Fizzy Lemonade



Dancing Combo Pack with Signature Sauce
Lavender Lemonade
Spicy Cajun Fries

Cheese Calamari
So tadah. After this, we had chitchat sessions at Orchard Central Lv 5 for Bingsu! Thanks for the awesome short meet up for dinner. (:


Hope I can bring my someone special there to enjoy good food with me too ): #foreveralone



Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Colours

Colours are what makes this world interesting. Trying to imagine a world without colours? You might want to consider bout it. Colours are not only just physical medium that paints our would, but also, paints a person and one's personality. 

Try thinking bout your favourite colour. We will reveal what type of person you are. 

Farm Tomita, Nakafurano Hokkaido
Remembering my Hokkaido trip back in June 15, went to this place called Farm Tomita (ファーム富田) - see above. Witnessing the colourful flowers just makes my heart pounder, immersing myself in the scent of Lavender. It sort of acts like a spiritual enlightenment as I sat by the benches nearby and gave myself some time to do some thinking. Being in a place surrounded by different colours allows us to slow down and take a breathe from this insanely fast-paced society.

Here are some colours and personalities matching that I came across the other day:

RED – This is the color of extroversion, of a person with desire, appetite, a will to live life fully. You are somewhat aggressive, impulsive, perhaps athletic, surely quick to release your feelings and emotions. You have many ups and downs in your feelings.
To you, life is meant to be happy, and when it isn’t, you are  confused and upset. You hate monotony, are quick to judge people, quick to form opinions and boldly express them.

ORANGE – Generally you are good-natured, likable and social, you make friends easily, with an easy smile and a talent for small talk.
Chances are better than even that you will not marry, and if you do, your marriage will be one of light affection. You prefer friendliness and companionship to adoration. A natural born politician, you shine at any occupation in which you meet groups of people. You seldom indulge in serious thought or severe discipline.

YELLOW – You have great expectations and diligently seek self-fulfillment. Yellow is the hue of idealism – you have a superior mind and you use it. Your manner may be aloof, but you are not shy. You may occasionally feel an awkward moment, but you never get rattled.
In many respects you are a longer. You are good at formulating plans, but may not be energetic enough to carry them out. You think things through clearly, are logical and consistent.

GREEN – You are sure to be constant in your ways, persevering, sensible and respectable. You have a good balance. Outspoken, with a love of freedom, those who like green are generally social and live in a good neighborhood, have many friends and belong to social organizations. You tend to resist change. You like parties and you like to eat – and may usually be on a diet.
Your social standing, financial position and reputation are all of top importance to you. You constantly seek affirmation of companionship and affection.

BLUE-GREEN – A fastidious person, you have good taste, dress well and probably are a connoisseur of good food and wine. You are poised and apparently self-controlled though inside you may feel tense. You would perish without love and admiration.
The man who likes blue-green may be conceited, sophisticated, well-groomed, witty and sarcastic. The woman who likes this hue has a remarkable sense of fashion, is vain, mysterious – and ever charming, with exception appeal to men.

BLUE – You want a serene world and a calm life and you want your affairs to be orderly and neat. An introvert, you are deliberate, introspective, but perhaps not too intellectual. Steady and a hard worker, you will probably be successful and make a lot of money.
Though you have a tendency to be egotistical and opinionated, you know how to accept responsibility and obligation. You are sensitive to others and have a secure hold on your emotions.

PURPLE – Two types of people like purple. The first is sensitive, with deep insight, temperamental and creative with meaningful things to do and passionate devotion to them. The second type admires artists, mystics and unique people. This type feels there should be gentility, courtesy and affection everywhere, and no war, disease or poverty.
Some lovers of purple are charming and adoring patrons of the arts and others are true artists themselves.

BROWN – You are steady in your ways, persistent and tenacious. Conscientious in all you do, you are also obstinate and more likely to accept than to give. You also tend to be frugal. But you have an ageless quality and never seem to change.
Though your brain is not lightning quick, you do have the ability to think things through. You assume responsibilities, are shrewd, rational and sensible. You have no time for anything fanciful, but you are very sensuous.

PINK – Two types of people like pink – the person who has led a very sheltered life and the person who, grown older, seeks to regain the innocence of childhood. In pink there is affection, delicacy and an inner conviction, often naive, that life should be a gentle affair devoid of trials and tribulations.
Younger people who like pink sometimes hold to the illusion that life should be constantly romantic and generous. Pink is a gentle form of red , and somewhat vain – commmonly preferred among woman in the upper or middle class.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

2 Years

Every Singaporean Son to protect his country for 2 years in his prime youth. For Family, for Friends, and the Loved ones. 

Come to think of it, before I enlisted, I was rather reluctant like any other kid out there, refused to serve NS. With the stereotype mindset, thinking everything is just a waste of time, useless efforts are gonna be spent for these 2 years without any benefits. True, I wont say that this is 100% correct/wrong. Every individual has their own thoughts regarding NS. 

2 years passed and I realised, how much I had missed the days in BMT, somewhere in the the east of Singapore called Pulau Tekong. There, I met 14 crazy bunch of brothers, where we arms on our shoulders and survived through the legendary 9 weeks of BMT. 


XavMarc x Green
Posted to 160SQN, met awesome friends there before and after my driving course. Many bros and friendships had been forged. Even though many unpleasant incidents did occurred, but I really treasured the 1.5 years I had spent together with those awesome people out there.

XavMarc x Blue
Time does fly passed without hesitation. I just want to give a big thanks to those who took care of me throughout all these while, accepting for who I am and all my mistakes. I learnt how to manage myself, how to handle different types of personnel, and how to adapt myself so as to blend into the surroundings and environment. 

To me, I viewed NS differently upon leaving the service. I looked back on how much I had grown, from no one to someone who gotten the Outstanding Serviceman of the Month (Feb 15). Life doesnt only revolves bout us, its bout how we choose to make every happenings in life to be a fruitful and meaningful milestone that will keep us growing and progress to a better person.



- Enjoy the little things in Life. For one day you'll look back and realize, they were the big things. - 

Monday, August 17, 2015

Last Smile




それからのふたりは 
ひたすらない 
をしけた ガラスしに 
れあうことなくても 
かにれあってたよ 
ってごした きみのさいごまで

(From that moment on, 
the two of us kept 
talking and talking across the glass wall. 
Even though we couldn't feel each other's touch, 
we were without a doubt in contact. 
We spent our time in laughter, until your last moments.)

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Meaning behind the word, Sorry

Ever have this thought bout why others apologise instead when actually they are not in fault?

When situations ain't in such bad condition, it doesn't really matters who apologies first. Often, it's Ego that is refraining us from making the first move. To think bout it, who apologises first isn't important. Instead, the person who is willing to put down his/her Ego to say sorry is the one who truly valued this relationship between the two of them.

Loving each other, be it what type of relationship, means Ego should not be a factor that will affect the relationship. Love is bout accepting the other despite the flaws, tolerating the silly mistakes made, love them for who they are.

Putting down ego and say sorry is never a disgrace or due to forced intention. Love the relationship. Love the other half. That's what Love is all bout. Simple Love is what brings happiness to each other. 

一字一泪


"文字再多 写不出我的爱
当心要裂开 忍不了 还是忍耐
年月更多 千生千世炼成的爱
 跌入这首歌 唱尽了多少感慨"



每一个字 每一句话 都勾起了含有泪水的回忆.

Half a Weekend gone

Tiring #TGIF and Saturday. It's okay. That's what make my life happening. (:

Bought a book today, 你想要的 只是我的后悔吗?  Hope it's gonna be a good book!

Sent Didi home tonight, because I'm just too worried hahah! Really thank you for your warmth hug Didi. It's a long lost feeling that I needed alot.  Love Love hehehe

Gonna prepare for tomorrow's gig in the morning~

Thursday, August 13, 2015

Shag Thursday

Shag Thursday.

I must be insane to choose a Unrestricted Elective from School of Sports Science and Management. First assignment was to plan a 45mins training programme for an athlete friend. Happily planning and subsequently was killed by it as we were all asked to carry out the planned workout.

1. Stretching + 3 rounds ard the track for warm up

2. Static Training x 2
30 sets of Push up
30 sets of Sit up
20 counts of 4 of Mountain Climbers

3. 5 rounds ard the track for Condition Run

4. Cool Down.

Died. Totally died when my Shin gave up on me and it's still aching. Why did I go haywire?!

Afternoon was bittersweet. Spent my afternoon mugging away together with my little bro, while solving 2 tutorial questions over the span of 2 hours plus... Totally a love-hate relationship with problemsolving.

Thanks for always making my dinner so awesome with chats and laughter! 爱你啦 😙

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Back to the Scene

After 2 years, decided to be back into the blogging scene, so to keep track of my progress towards the future. So where should I start... 

And yes, today's the second day of school! The long-waited college life is back! No more NS, No more nonsense people! Attended Fluid lecture today, pretty much trashed but I do believe I can survive, hopefully. 

In hope to lead a vibrant college life (like what every college trying to promote), I signed up for Water Polo as my CCA. Hopefully I would be accepted, despite my fitness level that I'm working hard on. Had enough of Chinese Orchestra over the past 7 years of educations, so decided to find something that I always wanted to do/try. 



Selfie taken during a drink with my Buibuis at AMK this afternoon after school

My day is rather like an ordinary kid out there. But what always kept me going are my friends who are cheering me on even though they are not by my side. Still have a long way to go before I graduate with my degree, no worries, I will work extra hard for it. (:

-Be confident and run towards the direction of your dream. Live the life that you had always imagined-